suffering

Suffering is nothing compare to my life...now...
I am so hurt and suffer just like nothing.........
I want to be alone...
because people are questioning me for everything.... which I don't have an answer...
Jesus please help me 

life is mostly painful

I just wanna live in peace...
which is not going to happen in my life...
painful life and I feel I just wanna be relax...
I just wanna be happy...
but I know people do not let me in peace....

All I learn is People are after money....


If I had money - my mom will not suffer...
                          My Dad will not say his money lost because of me...
                          My lows will be happy because their son got a good future...
                          And no one will ever blame me....


This is life.... every problem has a deep root.... that is MONEY.....

when people live in living hell

I thought to write this because I now a days feel the same..

My life left to work in a wrong way when I suppose to work on right path..
I felt I need to do something.. I was always in fear from childhood...
But I saw how much my mom suffer...
So I wanted to do something.. and become someone good to protect my mom...
But I think I never took my life so serious because I have just always got cheated
now life is so mean to me... all is my fault....
I have started to lie... but not to hurt anyone.. but to protect my family and make them happy...
But end up hurting them so much....
Now like a bomb all in one blasted... so they become hurt even more...
My mom is crying even more thinking what happened to my life..
I just feel like to die... but that is not the solution...
now a days I am just like a bird who doesn't have wings and stay caged....